Hello my old friend, As always, your timing is impeccab le. While I am not surprised by your visit, I am slightly disappointed that you didn't wait just a little longer before you came through. I thought at the sweet age of 21 (plus 8 years life experienceđ
) I’d have found a way to beat you, but here we are, and I’ve lost more battles against you than I can count. I have come to the conclusion that you are a force of the universe designed to keep the status quo, for how can I strive for more when I feel unworthy of what I already possess. Seeing that you are a constant in my life, I've decided to stop fighting you, for you only visit when I feel undeserving of what I deserve. One could say that in your own twisted way, you are letting me know that I am where I am meant to be. Maybe, just maybe, you aren’t my nemesis. Only a silent whisperer that I am on the path to growth. I do wish these visits were be accompanied with warmer emotions though for I could use a little less self...